rantThis rant will sound really malicious, perhaps hypocritical. I'll probably delete this later, but anyhow... I need to bring this up because I haven't truly stated why I left and all, and why I felt VERY uncomfortable on what I see with Tumblr and Twitter.rant by michiruuuu
This isn't just a matter of art, nor a matter of feeling bad about everything I produce. Sure, whatever I see about my own stuff is either pure shit or beautiful shit, or anything in this spectrum. I'm growing, and that's how I see with my own art.
I'm just going to say this: The fact that I left Tumblr and Twitter all because of the notion of popularity is half the battle. Yes, I get insecure about my own art. Yes, there are some pictures that deserve more of an audience than others. Yes, I feel like I'm not producing for myself, but rather, for other people. Yes, I'll be attracting the wrong kind of audience, because that's inevitable.
The other half, the more burdensome half of the battle, is the fact that there are cert